Dead Inside - my first song

Hook:

Purple in my Cup, now I slowin' down time

Voices in my head got a place in the lines

Eyes half shut, but I'm seein' to much

World too fake, so I lean on the crutch

I ain’t sad, just dead in the soul

Life on shuffle, pain on control

They said stop, but I’m already gone

Don’t need love when the drugs hit strong

Strophe 1:

I was sixteen with a pill and a grudge

No heart left, just a thirst for the buzz

Cold world turned me colder than steel

So I pour more red just to know what I feel

Old friends ghost, now I float with the smoke

Pockets full of nothin’, but I still feel broke

Woke up faded on a stranger’s floor

Text read “you alive?”—shit, I’m not even sure

Hook:

Purple in my cup, now I’m slowin’ down time

Voices in my head got a place in the line

Eyes half shut, but I’m seein’ too much

World too fake, so I lean on the crutch

I ain’t sad, just dead in the soul

Life on shuffle, pain on control

They said stop, but I’m already gone

Don’t need love when the drugs hit strong

Strophe 2:

Runnin’ from myself like I’m chasin’ a ghost

All these highs just makin' me low

Can’t trust sleep, got dreams on fire

So I stay up late with a fucked-up choir

Grew numb to the tears, now the silence is loud

Fell from the sky, but I’m lost in the clouds

Said I’d quit when I feel like me

But I forgot who that’s supposed to be

Hook – Outro:

Purple in my cup, now I’m slowin’ down time

Voices in my head got a place in the line

Eyes half shut, but I’m seein’ too much

World too fake, so I lean on the crutch

I ain’t sad, just dead in the soul

Life on shuffle, pain on control

They said stop, but I’m already gone

Don’t need love when the drugs hit strong