********************
Dead Inside - my first song von Dexordin999
********************

Hook:

Purple in my Cup, now I slowin' down time

Voices in my head got a place in the lines

Eyes half shut, but I'm seein' to much

World too fake, so I lean on the crutch

I ain’t sad, just dead in the soul

Life on shuffle, pain on control

They said stop, but I’m already gone

Don’t need love when the drugs hit strong

Strophe 1:

I was sixteen with a pill and a grudge

No heart left, just a thirst for the buzz

Cold world turned me colder than steel

So I pour more red just to know what I feel

Old friends ghost, now I float with the smoke

Pockets full of nothin’, but I still feel broke

Woke up faded on a stranger’s floor

Text read “you alive?”—shit, I’m not even sure

Hook:

Purple in my cup, now I’m slowin’ down time

Voices in my head got a place in the line

Eyes half shut, but I’m seein’ too much

World too fake, so I lean on the crutch

I ain’t sad, just dead in the soul

Life on shuffle, pain on control

They said stop, but I’m already gone

Don’t need love when the drugs hit strong

Strophe 2: 

Runnin’ from myself like I’m chasin’ a ghost

All these highs just makin' me low

Can’t trust sleep, got dreams on fire

So I stay up late with a fucked-up choir

Grew numb to the tears, now the silence is loud

Fell from the sky, but I’m lost in the clouds

Said I’d quit when I feel like me

But I forgot who that’s supposed to be

Hook – Outro:

Purple in my cup, now I’m slowin’ down time

Voices in my head got a place in the line

Eyes half shut, but I’m seein’ too much

World too fake, so I lean on the crutch

I ain’t sad, just dead in the soul

Life on shuffle, pain on control

They said stop, but I’m already gone

Don’t need love when the drugs hit strong

 

++++++++++++++++++++
Autorennotiz
++++++++++++++++++++

Das hier ist selbst für mich eine Primere: mein erster Versuch eines Songs, dann noch auf englisch. Ich singe in dem Song über wahre Life Struggles, vor allem über meine Life Struggels und umso mehr würde mich jedes einzelne Feedback interessieren

********************
Am 14.7.2025 um 5:13 von Dexordin999 auf StoryHub veröffentlicht (https://storyhub.de/?s=VGVhy)
********************