Don't wanna know - Song

Hook

Don't ask what you don't wanna know

'Cause silence hurts less than a no

If I die tonight, would you show

Or just scroll past like it's a show

I gave you my soul, now it's gone

You smiled while I shattered alone

This pain ain't a phase, it's my home

So I sleep where the shadows have grown

Vers 1

I’m sleepin’ in thoughts I can’t cancel or kill,

Regrettin’ the love that you handled so still.

You left me on read while I begged in my head,

Now I talk to the smoke in my bed till I’m dead.

You kissed like a lie with a heaven disguise,

But cut like a blade every time that you cried.

My mind is a maze full of versions of you,

Each one’s just a ghost that reminds me what’s true.

Vers 2

You fed me with hope then you starved me with doubt,

Lit fires in my chest just to watch me burn out.

I scream in my verses, you laugh in your texts,

My trauma’s your punchline, you move to the next.

I bottle my rage with a twist of the cap,

Then drown in the lean just to level the trap.

I’m dancin’ with demons in rooms full of smoke,

Each beat that I rap is a blade to the throat.

Bridge

What if I mattered?

What if you cared?

What if my life wasn’t wasted on stares?

But fuck all the what-ifs, they rip me apart—

I'd rather be numb than keep sellin' my heart.

Vers 3

No second chance, no rerun scene,

This ain’t a dream, this the edge in between.

You posted your smile, I posted my wounds,

You danced through the spring, I cried to monsoons.

I gave you the map, you ran from the route,

I screamed all the truth while you swallowed the doubt.

You pray I’m okay while you ghost me for weeks,

Now my songs hit harder than any of your tweets.

No tears left to bleed, just venom and steel,

No love in the tank, just the truth that I feel.

If I make it out, it’s without you, no cap—

'Cause real ones don’t leave when you’re falling through cracks.

Outro

So don’t ask what you don’t wanna hear,

'Cause truth has a price, and it’s far from clear.

You said forever—then faded like smoke.

Now I write you in ink, but I’m done with the hope.